Depression....

I never think that spending a night with my Mom will be so uneasy. Though I am glad to know that she still loves me, I am disappointed to see all the changes in her. I don’t aspect the difference will be THAT much. I really got to force myself to face the truth. She’s no longer my “old-fashioned” Mom.

When I’m back to my room, I feel myself so depressed. I don’t know why but I am sure that it is mainly because of her. I love her very much. But, why do I feel sad about it?? Why am I so down??