Infatuation Or Love??

That night, he make his confession. My intuition did not lie me. We're both in love. Without hestitating, I agreed to give us a try. At first, I am worry that our feelings are not real. Is it just infatuation??

I longed for the relationship. And now, i finally had it. But, why i am still thinking of this?? I am really afraid that our relationship will not last long. Yesterday, we argue of some problems and I feel so hurt os his words. And it is obviously his fault. But I cant deny that I am partially wrong.

Today, when i see him again, I feel so pain deep in my heart. Though he had apologized a million times, I still could not make myself forget what he had said to me. Please tell me that, it's not going to over. I, I,..

Home Sweet Home

Finally, I have the time to jot my words in this 'diary' again. Since i'm back to Malacca, I had been undergo a very busy and exciting time. Besides enjoying myself hanging out with my "heng tai and zi mui", I had a very hard time in completing the promotion of launching Mariah Carey's New Fragrance. It's really difficult to promote the new perfume because the fragrance sucks.
No matter how tough is it, I still manage to get over it.

Life been really tough for me here. I always worry of tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and etc.... My pocket is always empty. And I really need more money to go on. Sigh.... How??

Not only that, I have problems with my best friend, Smackny. Our problems is way too complicated and nah... really difficult to express it out. Let's not talk about this anymore.

Working nonstop and 12hours per day is a very big challenge for me nowadays. I am getting old already. I had got to admit that. Haha... But it wont take me down. Never.