THAT mood

For some reason I am always just in THAT mood.THAT mood that I just can’t seem to define. It makes it hard to express myself. I just can’t explain. It gives me some terrible thoughts. I can’t stand to think these awful thoughts. Always worry. I guess I am too tensed. Gosh...

Goodbye 20...

Birthdays come and go...
Which means, another day, another year.
What is it to fear?


As a women, we are like a fine wine. We will improve as time goes on. (Am I improving??)

Is age just a number? (Oh no. I'm getting older!)

I simply believe it don’t rule us. There’s so much more to achieve although the years turn so fast and time can’t be stopped. (Hopefully I can achieve SOMETHING before I turn 22...)

Little Celebration.. =)

Can't believe I am 21..

Thanks to my dearest sisters and brother for the sweet little celebration. No party, no surprise, no presents... That don't matters to me. =) YOU are all I need!! Dear Susan, Celine and Jason, not forgetting you, bin bin and sayang. Thanks for cheering me up during my birthday!

Forgive Myself.

"Tragedy happens,
We hurt people,
People hurt us,
The great power,
Is when you look at your reflection,
And are able to forgive yourself"

"I am confused. I had put myself into a conflict. I am lost. I can't get over this." This is exactly how I felt this morning. Depressed. Till I found this quote by Wanelisa Albert. I feel a slap in my heart. I was too selfish to look things in such negative ways. I was the one creating the self conflict and eventually make a mess of my great day. Why is it so complicated? I rather don't want to know. I think I just need the strength to forgive myself. I know I can do it!

Some people are you...

Some people care about you, some people don’t care much. Some people make fun of you and walk away. Some people just walk past in your life, some people will hand you presents on your birthday. Some people might give you a pat on the back.

Some people you love might don't know how to appreciate it. Some people you don’t know treat you better than some people that you know. Some people I notice is being more like a hypocrite. Some people never notice you. But there is some people that always look.

Some people are other people...

Some people are you...

Inspired by Annie...

Hope is a good thing??

I hope my family get a long like they used too,
I hope my grandma stays in my life,
I hope my dreams come true,
I hope me wanting to hope is not dumb,
I hope the right thing to do in life...

I hope who I am with doesn't hurt me,
I hope SHE will always be my best friend,
I hope HE doesn't ever leave me,
I hope God helps find away for us to be together,

I hope my family is happy,
I hope my friends are happy and thankful
for what they have in life,
I hope everyone learns how good is to hope
and pray for things you need.
I hope everyone thankful and glad to be here
in this world...

Another Stressful Day...

I shut my door and put my head down,
I sigh and I turn away,
I wish someone would just understand what I am trying to say...

It's just an emotion without words to explain,
Sometimes I just need to not worry much,
because I know I can make it through...

I'm not sad neither nor I'm depressed,
I'm just stressed!
I'll say it again and again and again...

Heart breaking...

Empty inside,
Don't know why it happened,
No feelings inside,
Don't know what to say...

Her WORDS were hurtful...
I can't do anything...
I'll remember it forever...

Depress...
Disappointed...
I'm giving up on her...!

Heart breaking?
Normal part of my life,
Hurts the same each time,
Never ending...

Warm welcome...

Last week, was the greatest holiday of all. =) I was having my sweet time with my dearest boyfriend at NTU, Singapore. I enjoyed having our private time chatting and fooling around. Though he was suppose to be busy for his projects and preparation for his upcoming quizzes, he still put me as his priority. Never hesitate to spend his precious time with me.
=) Appreciate that, sayang! Muaks* Muaks*

Besides spending all the time with him, I also manage to gather again with a bunch of my ex-schoolmates who are taking their degrees in the NTU. We had steamboat in Kenny's room. That was cool!

Great time with you all!

After enjoying so much during the Hari Raya week, now I am ready to get my ass off to work. It should be the most critical time as my final examination is just one month away! Oh my God...