HoMe...

The struggle for survival was long and tough. Two weeks of torturing by the ill emotion in me and finally now, I am back to a place where I belong... Home...
Being home is the most wonderful thing on earth! But, why? I am not happy...

Untitled...

It had been a few days
since I last hear your voice...
It felt like it had been years
since I hold tight in your embrace...
I tried to call but I missed it every time...
And I don't know why...
I got so frustrated and sad...
The ill temper in me is making me mad...
...

"Love leads to pain, pain leads to hatred."

I wish I could handle my emotions and love you right...
These weird feelings always come by when I least expect it...

1st Class...

Today, I will be attending the first class of the new semester. I am neither excited nor I am eager about it. Shit! I feel so sleepy and dreamy right now. As the result of my insufficient sleep last night, my head is terribly aching and my eyes are heavy. So damn lazy for the lecture later. Oh no, no, no... These are a few symptoms of me slacking.

NO, IT IS NOT HAPPENING!!

The "devil" in me is taking over..!
Can anyone help me with this?
Perhaps some motivation? Please? =(

When 12am strikes...

Everybody was in a hurry to log in the education web of UKM to register the course that should be taken for the coming semester when the clock strikes 12AM...! My house mates are smart. They went to the faculty the other night to copy the list of the best lecturers so that we will register in the right class. That's really amazing! Mind you. Do you know that one of the effective methods to score A in local university is not study hard but to choose a lenient lecturer? Believe me... Those lecturers give you A even though you don not study! So...

We all united around the table like this:

Everybody was so serious in making decisions on which lecture to register. Some will be calling their seniors for advice and some will be doing research on which courses to be taken. We look like professional planner huh? Hehe...

Finally... when all the right decisions are made, we came out with this:

No.	Course Code	Course Title	Set	Status
1	CCCE1433	MANAGERIAL ECONOMICS I	4	REGISTERED
2	CCCG2823	BUSINESS LAW	2	REGISTERED
3	CCCH2013	ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOUR	1	REGISTERED
4	CCCH2313	MANAGEMENT SCIENCE I	3	REGISTERED
5	CCCJ2013	PRINCIPLES OF FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT	6	REGISTERED
6	CCCK1023	MARKETING MANAGEMENT AND STRATEGY	1	REGISTERED

It's going to be a very tough semester for me. Worried. =(
So...

I promise I will study HARDER...
I promise I will not slack...
I promise I will not....

Throw IT all away...!!!

Sitting there with so much frustration,
my heart was burnt,
I've reached my limitation,
of being treated like a dirt,
feeling as if you are abandoned...

So why do I still sitting there,
when it hurts so much,
tormented by their words and actions,
so fierce piercing through my heart,
I bet the pain is unbearable...

Feeling uglier by the end of the day,

my heart is completely ruined,
might as well throw all the shit away,
I won't let it walk over me,
No not any more...