My LAST WORDS as a 1st year junior in uni..

I feel so bad for slacking throughout the short semester. Sleep, eat, chat, and dream. Nothing better to do... One thing differs me from a real SLACKER is: I am with my dearest boyfriend. =) There are not much time left for us to enjoy our time together because our following semester is just around the corner. Both of us have critical time for the next semester because our results suck. Sigh...

For exactly one year, I had independently live alone outside but honestly, I hate it... I used to be one of the bright students during the school days but now, I am nothing. When I look at my result for the previous semester, I almost faint... I couldn't figure out the reasons why my efforts are not repaid. There are lots and lots of WHY appearing in my mind. And I don't know how to answer that...